Confessions

Hello there loves, how are you?

I've been recently talking with some of my friends and I realized that my blogging has gone worse. I do know that I have a limited amount of time but if I can find time to watch TV shows I can find time to do some blogging. Also I was thinking that my life now is really boring but it wasn't that interesting before as well. I think I am just expecting really amazing things but doing nothing to actually make it happen. I am not going to lose weight just from thinking I'm going to start Monday and then I just end up thinking oh ok next Monday. Or I'm too tired I'm too this I'm too that. Basically all I'm saying is that if you just wish for things to happen and sit at home and feel sorry for yourself they are never going to happen. So I'm making myself weekly promises that I promise myself to keep and if I do not fulfill them I will have to do a detox day that week. So in a period of a week time I promise myself:

1. To write at least one blog post a week.

2. To stop complaining so much and embrace what is going on or if I'm not happy do something to change it.

3. To cut down on sweets. I know they are my biggest weakness and if I cut them out completely I will come back to them eventually so my solution is just to try eating a piece of chocolate instead of a whole chocolate bar and so on.

4. Exercise at least 4-5 times a week. Not necessarily a lot at least a 10-20 minute workout or a jog to clear my head.

5.  Try to prepare everything for tomorrow the day before not in the morning and then be late for class or almost late for work.

So since a lot has gone on recently I thought why not do it like an instagram post and just show what has been going on lately.

Some of the latest buys:

Fashion books, perfume,shoes, new handbag and tickets to see my beloved Beyonce 
 


Selfies is my one big addiction:

Don't get me started on this, I try to take less now but I just I can't shake off the addiction..


Trying to be healthy:

Those better days or the begining of January and Mondays..

 

My free time is spent like this:

Going out for cocktails, winter wonderland, watching American horror story and hanging out after uni with Patricija and Gabrielė


 

Make sure to follow me on istagram here for these kind of pictures, lots of love Amanda xx

just give me a reason

Hello my lovelies,

I've been coping to write for a long time now. I always thought oh you know I don't have time I don't wanna write about my worries towards universities I don't wanna write how motivational I was at the gym the past months, because to be honest I wasn't. I missed the whole blogging and fashion scene that I was so obsessed with a year ago, but I haven't been reading any of my favorite fashion blogs or the fashion magazine's that I kept buying and they're all piled up waiting to be red. I don't know why or how I got bored with the blog scene but since I have gotten back my passion to work out and change myself again I got back the passion for everything I was so obsessed about. You could say I was trapped in my own bubble my job routine having barely anyone I could talk to about how I felt living in a new country and taking on those all responsibilities. I do love London and I do like what the city has to offer but meeting actual friends in here is pretty damn hard. For a long time my only comfort was food, but now that I've met some actually amazing people I get along better with people from my work I feel so much better. I know there was always one person commenting on my previous posts that I don't put in the effort to write any of the posts, but if we were completely honest I wasn't putting any effort into anything in my life, but now I hope it's coming to an end.

To be honest the only places you could see me posting actively were my instagram my facebook and my tumblr. I have so many personal pictures that I wanted to share with you with all the things I bought or did so I decided to do the instagram diaries kind of post again.

Some of my latest fashion obsessions have been accessories. Hats, golden jewellery and my beloved topshop handbag with which I am still obsessed with. One thing I noticed that I started wearing more color in UK, before you wouldn't see me in any colors besides the dark one's. Now I'm wearing red,floral pants pink shirts and I am loving it. But I still sometimes go back into head to toe black outfits but I just ad some golden jewellery to make things a bit more interesting. So here some of my shoppings that I captured with my phone:




What's an instagram without any gym or food stuff? Mine has never lacked any of the pictures like that.

 


Also while living here a few times I was as a make-up model for on amazing make up artist and here's some pictures from it.


Gifts for mommy and gifts for me from my friend in Lithuania.




Though I trust people with doing my make-up I never trust people with cutting or dying my hair (I know they are going to cut too much hair) or doing my eyebrows so I am the only person who does that and I'm not gonna lie I am not that bad at dying my hair the way I want it. 



I hope there are some of you that still are interested in my rants about life. I'm not gonna promise to write more often because it never works out when I do. I just hope I will.

Lots of love Amanda xx