Confessions

Hello there loves, how are you?

I've been recently talking with some of my friends and I realized that my blogging has gone worse. I do know that I have a limited amount of time but if I can find time to watch TV shows I can find time to do some blogging. Also I was thinking that my life now is really boring but it wasn't that interesting before as well. I think I am just expecting really amazing things but doing nothing to actually make it happen. I am not going to lose weight just from thinking I'm going to start Monday and then I just end up thinking oh ok next Monday. Or I'm too tired I'm too this I'm too that. Basically all I'm saying is that if you just wish for things to happen and sit at home and feel sorry for yourself they are never going to happen. So I'm making myself weekly promises that I promise myself to keep and if I do not fulfill them I will have to do a detox day that week. So in a period of a week time I promise myself:

1. To write at least one blog post a week.

2. To stop complaining so much and embrace what is going on or if I'm not happy do something to change it.

3. To cut down on sweets. I know they are my biggest weakness and if I cut them out completely I will come back to them eventually so my solution is just to try eating a piece of chocolate instead of a whole chocolate bar and so on.

4. Exercise at least 4-5 times a week. Not necessarily a lot at least a 10-20 minute workout or a jog to clear my head.

5.  Try to prepare everything for tomorrow the day before not in the morning and then be late for class or almost late for work.

So since a lot has gone on recently I thought why not do it like an instagram post and just show what has been going on lately.

Some of the latest buys:

Fashion books, perfume,shoes, new handbag and tickets to see my beloved Beyonce 
 


Selfies is my one big addiction:

Don't get me started on this, I try to take less now but I just I can't shake off the addiction..


Trying to be healthy:

Those better days or the begining of January and Mondays..

 

My free time is spent like this:

Going out for cocktails, winter wonderland, watching American horror story and hanging out after uni with Patricija and Gabrielė


 

Make sure to follow me on istagram here for these kind of pictures, lots of love Amanda xx

tonight we are young

So it's  4 p.m. and I'm still in my nighties. Spent the whole day in bed watching sex & the city. I downloaded all the seasons and now I'm watching them from the start. I'm allowing myself to be lazy and eat junk food for breakfast today( which is not a good idea since it affects not only my weight but my skin as well) since last night I had a pretty good night. I went swimming at night in my underwear for the first time this year. I went home at 8 a.m. with ruined tights, so by calling the night adventurous wouldn't be an understatement.

Jau ketvirta dienos,o aš dar su naktiniais. Praleidau visą dieną lovoj žiūrėdama sexą ir miestą, kurio visus sezonus susisiunčiau ir žiūriu nuo pradžių. Leidžiu sau patinginiauti ir pavalgyt nesveiko maisto pusryčiam ( ko neturėčiau daryti, nes tai is

šįkart atsiliepia mano odai), nes ši naktis buvo tikrai nuotaikinga. Išsimaudžiau naktį karjiere su apatiniais, grįžau namo aštuntą ryto su sugadintom dar vienom pėdkelnėm.su pudelio plaukais ir slėpdama veida po nuo saulės akiniais.

Looking through my pictures this morning wanting to find the pictures i took of my breakfast I found strange treasures- pictures taken while I was drunk. I am actually happy that phones have cameras since you get to experience what you did on drunken nights.

Peržvelginėdama nuotraukas telefone ieškant savo įamžintų pusryčių atradau tiek keistų nematytų nuotraukų pridarytų naktį išgėrus ir vis dėl to suvokiau kaip aš džiaugiuosi, kad telefonai turi fotoaparatus, nes ko girtas nepameni gali blaivas ryte iš to smagiai pasijuokti peržiurėjęs keistas sulietas nuotraukas.

I should go get ready and to get out of home for a few hours since the weather otside is amazing. So I leave you with this amazing song and I hope you have great summer holidays.

Turėčiau jau eit ruoštis, nes iš namų vis dėl to reiktų išlysti bent porai valandų, nes oras lauke nuostabus. Taigi palieku jus su nuostabia daina ir linkiu jums gerų atostogų.

xoxo A

Vanished

Currently I am listening to the 2008 Crystal Castles album and having some tea. Today I was lucky because I didn’t have to go to school because our Lithuanian teacher is missing and this is the only lesson I have on Tuesdays due to my stupid class schedule. So I slept for as long as I wanted and then I went to buy a yoga mattress thingie (really have no idea how is it called).

Anyway my weekend went pretty well and since we didn’t drink all the alcohol we will do it throughout the week. Also I promised S to visit her in the hospital so I hope I will keep my promise because we met only once. I noticed that I actually spend too much time on my tumblr but I also eat too much chocklate, so I will trie to cut down a bit. You can find my tumblr here. And when I was in the shop I saw sooo many Christmas trees and shiny things that I got into the Christmas spirit.

Have a nice week ;*

A.

So I'm really sorry that I barely wrote something this week. I have to disappoint you, this week I didn't go jogging but it was because the whole stadium is covered in mud and water and it's raining all the time. But I went to my first yoga lesson and I think I will start going there regularly.

I am also really excited for tomorrow because we are going to celebrate my friends 18^th birthday and we have more then enough alcohol which includes menthol vodka. The biggest problem is that I have nothing to wear. So I hope you all are going to have a nice weekend and I hope I will do that too.

P.S: Abbey got a really crazy i-D cover hope it will have an editorial inside.

xoxo A.

If only I could control the weather

Pastarosios dienos praėjo gan smagiai. Per jonines sedėjom lietuje su šampanų ir rūkėm obuolines cigaretes, o vėliau bridom per laukus ir lietų iki jos namų, bet sušlapom tai netgi virš kelių. O kitą dieną valgėm blynus ir bandėm įveikti neiišgertą alų kurį dar ir šiandien bandysiu išgert. Anyway laikas eina visai neblogai kol man dar laisvos dienos, bet viską gadina tik sukakotas orelis per kurį neapsakysi kad vasara ir ta žinia kad pirmadienį į darbą. Taigi mėgaukitės vasara nesvarbu koks oras. Beje visiškai sugadinau jau dešimtą telefoną taigi gausiu savo alga išleisti ant naujo tel.


The past couple of days were quite fun. During the days in which I didn't have to work because of an Lithuanian holiday I sat in the rain drinking champagne and smoking apple cigarettes and later I walked over fields in the rain and I had water even over my knees. And the next day we ate pancakes and tried to finish our beer which was impossible. Anyway the time is going pretty well but still there are that are total buzz kills like the fact that it's raining all the time and I have to work on Monday. So try to enjoy your summer no mater what weather there is. By the way I ruined my phone so that means I will spend all my work money on a new phone.


hugs & kisses
A