and life goes on

So on Saturday I was really happy because the sun came out and I thought that spring was really near. But today I was proved wrong. By that ice cold wind that kept getting my hair in my face.

The waiting for the summer would drive me crazy if I wouldn’t have other priorities. Yes you guessed it correctly my weight. I am actually doing ok not moving as fast as I should but still pretty much ok. I was actually thinking that it’s possible to jog again but once again my attempt of doing something early was failed by Mother Nature. I went to check the stadium and it is still a fucking ice rank. So for now I will have to stay at home. Not that I am sad for not getting up at 5 o’clock. I am also trying to eat healthier. I made my mom buy more fruits and vegetables. And I am trying to eat healthy like a good girl.

am of to watch some TV shows that I downloaded. But I really wish they all wouldn’t come out in one day. Because yesterday nothing came out and I downloaded football (ok I actually love football so I am complaining for no reason).

But today I have 5 new TV shows to watch. I hope your moods are not down by the weather like mine is and I hope you all have an awesome week.

hugs & kisses A

Stuck

So today I putted on a show. I got up did my fringe as a braid, walked my dog, had my morning coffee and when my mom left I went back to bed and slept for hours. Today is my third day of skipping school and not telling my mom about it. The past two days I had no first lessons so I didn't even bothered making a morning appearance.

Seriously what's gotten into me? I'm too lazy to do anything really I'm stuck in this routine when I am not interested in seeing any one and especially myself. And my excuse which I tell myself for not going to school is that my mom will be at home all the time starting February so I need to use the days of lazyness.

I still work out and I am not planning on stopping since I lost a few kg already. But other things I am just too lazy to do.The situation with sweets is pretty good. I ate them when a friend came over for some tea but now I see that it wasn't as necessary as I thought. I still don't eat normal food properly because I usually eat once a day which isn't really good. I try to remind myself with every bite that my priority is a body that I wish for and not some junk food.

So I hope you are haveing a better time then I am. And here's a tune with which I fell in love a while a go but never knew how was it called, but now I do and I want to share it with you.



Amanda ;*

Tom Ford and new years resolutions

So now is 18:40 I got up about 2 hours ago I had a great new year and I hope you did too. Since everyone is making new years resolutions I thought I should do the same.

♥ I promise to stop eating like a pig

♥ I promise to take up exercise when I get back from the hospital (I will go there for about a week in January 5)

♥ I promise to try and not spend money on worthless things and save up more

♥ Try to finish art and design coursework in time

♥ Learn more on the subject I want to study in the future

♥ Give up sweets (which is actually impossible but I will TRY)

There is also one more thing that I wanted you to show which actually made my day. Tom Ford Eyewear campaign which Abbey got and made me really happy since everyone is sooo interested in him right now and it will give her some new exposure. Also video of his runways show came out and she was in it, along with celebrities. So enjoy:

Tom Ford Eyewear SS 11

xxoo Amanda

Guess who's back on track

So today I'm really happy well because first of all THE HOLIDAY HAS OFFICIALY STARTED!!! And also today I finally made my lazy ass to get up at 5 a.m. and go jogging. I didn't run much well because it was a while since I did, and my legs hurt so effin bad. I took my dog with me because it was extremely dark and I was scared as hell. After I got home I span the hoop for half an hour and did some other exercises so I'm really happy that I did this and I will try to not mess this up again. Because I'm doing it for all the right reasons. So have and amazing holiday all the lovely people who take time reading my blog.




xoxo A ;*

Morning Fun

Uoj smagų rytą šiandien užturėjau. Atsikėliau kai dar net bobutės nebuvo pakirdusios (pusė 6). O naktį sunkiai sekėsi užmigti, tai užmigau tik 2-3. Taigi susiradau apranga bėgiojimui ir išėjau pabėgioti. Laiptinėje pastebėjau, kad mano telefonas išsikrovęs ir bėgiojant negalėsiu paklausyti muzikos, bet tuo linksmybės nesibaigia. Išėjus į nežmonišką tamsą suvokiau kad fainai purškia. Šiaip tamsos nebijau, bet kol nuėjau į stadiką vos neprikroviau į kelnes iš baimės, nes man vaidenos įvairios nesamonės.
Jau apibėgus visus ratus ir grįžtant namo pamačiau žmones einančius į darba o aš atrodžiau tikrai puikiai -su treningais ir kitom grožybėm bei veidu kuriam nebuvo svetimas raudonis ir spuogai. Po viso to dar lauke šuns vedimas . O vėliau begalo pasiilgta mokykla. Taigi ,kad ne.
Sėkmingo pasinerimo į darbą, nes atostogų ligi vasaros nesulauksim (nebent vėl ateis koks gyvuliškas gripas)

P.S: I found these pictures of Abbey on the fashion spot and I fel inlove with them.




xoxo A

Finally

Taigi pagaliau atostogos jau prasidejo. Nepaisant to kad šiandien šeštadienis aš sukaupiau jėgų atikelti puse šešių ryto, kad eičiau pabegioti. Tai pagaliau savim didžiuojuosi kad sugebu kažką visdėlto padaryti. Nes visa savaite sėkmingai bėgiojau o poto mankštinausi.


Vakar buvo siaubinga diena ir man dar kartą įrodė kodėl aš gyvenime nenoriu turėti vaikų, nes su jais vien problemos ir rūpesčiai, o baisiausia būtų jei ateityje jie manęs nekęstu.

Nepaisant tų visų šeimyninių dramų kai kas visai neblogo įvyko. Gali būt kad įvyks plotas kurio man labai smarkiai reikia. Jau labai senai kažkur dalyvavau. Tik dabar reikia pinigų ant alko baisiai nenoriu būt tenai mažai išgėrus.


Taigi gerų jum atostogų ir ateinančios savaitės.

So finally the holiday are here.I waited for them for way too long. Eventhough it' s saturday but I still had the strengh to get up at 5:30 in the morning to go jogging. Finally I'm a bit proud of myself for doing this.Because I have bin doing this all week long. Yesterday was a horrible day which proved to me why I don't want to have children ever in my entire life. Theyre's just too much problems, responsibilities and worries. And the worst thing would be if they grow up and start hateing you.Despite all the family drama something good actually hapened. There is a possibility that we are going to have a party, which I need desperately. All I need is money for alcohol, because I don't want to be the only one which is not really drunk.

So have a nice week
P.S: Is my translation nesasary for anyone?

How long has it bin,should we get intimite again?

Perdažnai Mike Snow klausau,bet jo žodžiai atitinka puikiai.Jau kurį laiką neberašau apie asmeniniškumus savo sapaliones apie svorį ir panašiai.Šiaip todėl,kad nusprendžiau kad jum nelabai įdomu,bet anyway jei bent vienam žmogui bus tai įdomu,tai kodėl gi ne.

Taigi, aš pajaučiau pavasarėlį ir jis mane paragino susimastyti.Juk iki vasaros ten liko laaabai nedaug laiko.Taigi nuo pirmadienio kas rytą keliuosi puse šešių ryto.Pirmadieni tik mankštinaus,o nuo vakar pradėjau bėgioti,kadangi šiandien atvėso,tai ryte vos nepastipau nuo šalčio,bet vistiek išbėgau vienu ratu daugiau nei vakar,tai vis šis tas.

Kalbant apie pavasario pajautima pradėjau renktis ne taip šiltai ir jaučiuos pora kg lengvesne vien nusimetus tuos sunkius rūbus.Žinau gal ir peranksti ir turbūt pasigausiu kokį gripą, bet nuotaika perdaug gera kad ją kažkas gadintų.


have a great time and think a litlle more positive

P.S:man įdomu ar mano eilinės sapalionės bendrai,ne vien ši yra kam nors įdomios?

xoxo A