just give me a reason

Hello my lovelies,

I've been coping to write for a long time now. I always thought oh you know I don't have time I don't wanna write about my worries towards universities I don't wanna write how motivational I was at the gym the past months, because to be honest I wasn't. I missed the whole blogging and fashion scene that I was so obsessed with a year ago, but I haven't been reading any of my favorite fashion blogs or the fashion magazine's that I kept buying and they're all piled up waiting to be red. I don't know why or how I got bored with the blog scene but since I have gotten back my passion to work out and change myself again I got back the passion for everything I was so obsessed about. You could say I was trapped in my own bubble my job routine having barely anyone I could talk to about how I felt living in a new country and taking on those all responsibilities. I do love London and I do like what the city has to offer but meeting actual friends in here is pretty damn hard. For a long time my only comfort was food, but now that I've met some actually amazing people I get along better with people from my work I feel so much better. I know there was always one person commenting on my previous posts that I don't put in the effort to write any of the posts, but if we were completely honest I wasn't putting any effort into anything in my life, but now I hope it's coming to an end.

To be honest the only places you could see me posting actively were my instagram my facebook and my tumblr. I have so many personal pictures that I wanted to share with you with all the things I bought or did so I decided to do the instagram diaries kind of post again.

Some of my latest fashion obsessions have been accessories. Hats, golden jewellery and my beloved topshop handbag with which I am still obsessed with. One thing I noticed that I started wearing more color in UK, before you wouldn't see me in any colors besides the dark one's. Now I'm wearing red,floral pants pink shirts and I am loving it. But I still sometimes go back into head to toe black outfits but I just ad some golden jewellery to make things a bit more interesting. So here some of my shoppings that I captured with my phone:




What's an instagram without any gym or food stuff? Mine has never lacked any of the pictures like that.

 


Also while living here a few times I was as a make-up model for on amazing make up artist and here's some pictures from it.


Gifts for mommy and gifts for me from my friend in Lithuania.




Though I trust people with doing my make-up I never trust people with cutting or dying my hair (I know they are going to cut too much hair) or doing my eyebrows so I am the only person who does that and I'm not gonna lie I am not that bad at dying my hair the way I want it. 



I hope there are some of you that still are interested in my rants about life. I'm not gonna promise to write more often because it never works out when I do. I just hope I will.

Lots of love Amanda xx