everyone will remember you when you're gone

So finally I feel a bit better about myself. I had a nice weekend with my friends celebrating my friends 18th birthday party at my home. And we had fun. I am actually amazed how my mom left me alone for the whole weekend. Because she doesn't really trust me on things like these, but maybe she finally realised that I'm not a fucking baby.

So I had fun and ate like a freaking maniac. For breakfast we had some pizza with cake and then some soup and then we took some chips and we put them in cheese. Healthy breakfast I might say. Not to mention what we drank yesterday.. So now my stomach is growling all day long.

And yes I know that I should be on a diet but it's really hard to do all the time ha ha. But I will make up for this somehow I promise. And by every day spring is more visible so that means I will be able to jog soon and to work out more. And my favourite part lighter clothes. I also can't believe that I have school tomorrow and the fact that I have some homework is just killing me.

Have a nice week loves
xoxo A

Lazy weekends

Today I overslept my jogging time and I got up after 6 a.m. But I still went jogging because it was dark outside. I have been jogging for a while but I still eat like crazy. I know I should stop and I will try even harder now. I know I have lack of self control but if I have the will power to get up at effin 5 o'clock everyday then I need to find the will power to stop eating like crazy. I probably don't know how hungry feels any more. Anyway after jogging I spend hours in bed and I loved it. I love those mornings when I don't have a care in the world and just relax. Later I think I will spend my day with vogue and tea.

xoxo A.

Abbey lee Kershaw The Sunday Times UK Style Magazine

Like always I can't share my beautiful Abbey with you when she looks soo flawless ;]

Taigi didžiojo savaitgalio proga mama išvarė į užsienį,o aš likau pas močiutę -.- Tik vakar ramiai pasbuvau su draugėm.
Anyway bent jau nesu pas ją atskirta nuo civilizacijos tik va telefoną šiandien į vonią įmečiau ;D Tai jis dabar sėkmingai džiūsta.
P.S:makeing of that photoshoot


have a nice short holiday

xoxox A.

weekend

Aš nekenčiu tvarkytis.Tai atima visa mano laiką.Ok gulėjimas lovoj iki pirmos irgi atima.Pagaliau aš galiu paiilsėt ir nuveikti tai ką bandžiau nuveikti visą savaitę.Paskaityt knygą pažiurėti TVD ar dar ką nors.Bet jokių būdu nesiruošiu daryti nd.

Mano gyvenimas atrodo kaip didžiulė rutina.Visos mano dienos atrodo vienodos.Aš negaliu atsiminti ką nuveikiau vakar ir kitą savaitgali aš neatsiminsiu ką veikiau šį.Pavasaris jau artėja o aš visdar atrodau kaip banginis aš nespėju susigaudyt dienose, nes jos visos atrodo vienodos.Ir kai pavasaris ateis aš galvosiu:

-Ką aš veikiau visą šį laiką ir nemečiau svorio?

Dabar jau žinau ką aš veikiau.Aš gulinėju ir ėdu.Kartais kai nesu perdaug aptingus biški pasportuoju.Bet tai nepadės, nes aš visdar ėdu tiek kiek normalūs žmonės suvalgo per tris dienas.Ir kiekvieną dieną aš kartojų tapačią seną frazę, kad nuo rytojaus nevalgau,yeah right...

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I hate cleaning up.It took all of my time.Ok lying in the bed until 13 o'clock dit to.Finally I can rest and do something witch I have been trying to do all week.Read a book watch TVD or something.But no way I am doing my homework.My life looks like a big routine.All of my days look totally the same.I can't remember what I did yesterday and the next weekend I won't remember what I did during this one.Spring is on it's way and I still look like a whale I can't ceap track of days because they all look the same.And when spring will come I will think :

-What I have been doing all this time and not loosing weight?

Now I know what I was doing.I am lying around and eating.Sometimes when I'm not too lazy I do some exericises and that's it.But that won't help, because I still eat as much as normal people in 3 days.And everyday I repeat the same old fraze I will start dieting from tommorow,yeah right...

have a nice weekend.

xoxo A.