I have been stareing throughout the window for the last hour. I drank 3 cups of black coffee, but I still want to sleep. But every time I close my eyes the sleepiness disappears. I am feeling crazy lately. I am afraid of tomorrow. I am going to get my test results from the doctor. The thing that frightens me the most, is that the results will show that there is nothing wrong with me and all that is happening is my fault. I am afraid that I will be the one to blame as usual.

I am still very much amazed by the sun. It brings me controversial feelings. The fear and the joy of summer. I have been trying to write something personal, but every time I do I just end up deleting everything. Because I just sound sad or crazy. But I promised myself I will. Not sure if this is worth any one’s attention or that anyone is interested in my rambling.

Enjoy the sunshine

xx A

summer weekends :

Walking in the summer rain
Eating strawberries and truffles
Buying alcohol at night
Falling asleep in a friends bed
Watching movies with friends
Eating ice cream
Smoking cigarettes while the sun is rising up
Enjoying every signs of the sun




enjoy youre summer as much as possible babies ;*

xoxo A

You can feel the summer coming

Vakar tikrai jaučiausi kai vasara, nes visi vaikščiojo trumpom rankovėm ir šortais, aš net sandalus išsitraukiau. O šiandien vėl prisiverčiau bėgioti ir daryti mankštą. Jau buvau smarkiai tai apleidus, bet kadangi man jau kaip ir atostogos tai pasiteisinimu nebeliko dėl ko turėčiau nebėgioti. Rytoj bandysiu ruoštis lietuvių egzaminui, neaišku kaip ten man seksis.
O kolkas gero jum savaitgalio.

Yesterday felt like summer, everyone was dressed in t-shirts and shorts, I even took out my sandals. And today I went jogging again, I even done some work-out after. I ran out of excuses of not doing sports because school is over for me and I have nothing to blame left. Tomorrow I will try to get ready for Lithuanian exams I don't know how this will work out for me.

Have a nice weekend

;* A.

I love those sunny days

Taigi ši diena buvo tikrai nebloga.Pirma kart pamačiau M. ir jos drauge.Manau gan šauniai pasibuvom parkeli,parūkėm užsukom į Mc gėrimų...Nepaisant to,kad aš turbūt galingai apsikvailinau ;] Vėliau su I. grįžau į tą patį parką pratesti veiklos ir pasidžiaugti šiandien visą dieną šauniai betvieskiančia saulute.
Kadangi šiandien mūsų diena,sveikinu visas visas.Čia keletas gražiausių merginų ta proga ;]



xoxo A.