So today I'm feeling big muscle pains and I am actually happy about it. I finally made myself exercise again. As I mentioned before I started and quitted and then started again and quited again. So you know I'm not really the person you can call patient or the one that has a lot of will power.
I also noticed that I can manage with less food and today is my second day without sweets. This is actually a big step for me because I used to say that I can say no to food but I can't say no to sweets.
The reason why I am motivating myself for the 1000 time is the fear of summer. I know I still have some winter and the whole spring left. But considering my condition I should have started even earlier. Yesterday I even started writing what I ate through out the day on my tumblr. And the thing is I am sick and tired of wearing long sleeved shirts and covering my legs in tights instead of wearing a cute dress or denim shorts on my bare legs pared with a cute tank top. And The biggest thing is that I absolutely adore water and swimming but you know me in a swimsuit not the best thing for your eyes. Ihope I will be happy until summer.