Currently I have no need to meet with people or do anything after school. What I do is: I watch
tv episodes and movies alone or with a friend at her house or at my house. Sometimes read but that's about it. I just feel madly sad about everything. I can't even look at the mirror these days because everytime I do that I find a new thing to complex about. Mayebe it's autumn mayebe it's me, but something definately wrong with me. I even started to go to bed early what has never happened to me.